Wednesday, December 20

Cold, Coffee, and Creature Comforts

1) Strong coffee at 2am does not help you to sleep,

2) A cold does not help you to sleep,

3) Ibruprofen and paracetemol does not seem to combat my cold,

...I had a very very very bad night sleep...

This means I am grumpy and want the smaller things in life, like cereal, tiggers, bed, telly, cheesy girly films...

...but I have the christmas demons calling me to the shops and I don't think my poor head can cope with "here comes santa clause" , and I don't really care whose chimney santa got suck up...

I do however need bread and milk and should be nice to my family and actually purchase their presents before the end of christmas

... so to the shops I go..

Save me someone please...




Saturday, December 9

TRUE LOVE MARK 2

ADDED OBSERVATION...

another reason why science is my new true love is that I loose too uch sleep over it

night

Drinking...

two hours seep last night,

5hours seep the night before,

and the night beforethat,

then two hours sleep again,


why oh why did i finish it all off with alcohol?

mind you there were baloons from the ceiling, fire eaters - they were hot!

and a huuuuge dude on th stage.


none the less i now have 5 hours before i have to go earn soe money tomorrow and i am in a state it seems of non repair


it will all be worth it though as with any luch i should recieve a packae from tesco tommotteo
tomorrow even

mmmmmmmmm cheesey goodness - just like the club i was just in
now im in bed and its nice
night night every body


drinking why oh why oh why??

Thursday, December 7

Yesterday I was Happy, Today I am older, Tommorow I become a Zombie, But I have found my true love...

Yesterday I was Happy...

I found a way to my lab that avoided "The dreaded big steps of doom!". I dont have a hatred for all steps just these, you see walking up and down them daily gives you a shiver every time you see them and now I have hills not steps and I am happy!!

Today I am Older...
Today is my birthday. Today I am old. Today I am sat at my computer desperately trying to get an assignment finished before 4 pm tomorrow. This will tke me at least 24 hours solid work! Happy Birthday Emmathy!

I am though still happy as I recieved a big huge cuddly jumper from my mother this morning and a huge pair of tigger slippers. These are my comfort whilst I contemplate ways to overcome Dialysis Related Amyloidosis.

hence...

Tommorow I become a Zombie...

Well wouldn't you after 24 hours discussing repeat proteins and covalent display?

And now I am thinking...

Last year the year I spent my birthday with my ex, the year before with my best friends, the years before with my ex ex! This year I spend my birthday with my work. Its seems my true love canges rom year to year and maybe this year I have reached enlightenment - my one true love is science! (and cheese!) Oh dear you geekdom has entered the building!

It makes sense though as this years love has lead me to do strange things that are against my best judgement...

1) I called in sick to work as too much uni work had made me ill
being an ex rest. asst. manager I do not aggree with this at all - it lets people down so I am ashamed!

2) I asked for tonight off work yesterday
same feelings about this as above

3) I find myself talking to people about science all the time
Like they care! who wants to know I managed to find out a principle of...

4) I get so into my work that I delve too deep
Only Im hoping science wont hurt me - but you never know!!!

Let's compare these to my previous loves

1) and 2) Sacrificing your life for your love:Avoiding everything you have to do unless it is related to your loved one

3) Yes well my nickname is TMD for a reason
who cares what I got up to with my loved one last night!

4) Delving too deep
A common problem - always too attached Emmathy!

So there we Have it Finally I know

My one true love is Science! NOooooooooooooooooooooo!